1985 was a big year for me.
That was the year I fell in love for the first time, or so I thought.
That was the year we moved from tiny Skellytown, population 800-and-something, to its sister city of White Deer, population 1200-and-something.
That was the year I had one of the most profound spiritual experiences of my life.
That was the year I became a PK (preacher's kid).
That was the year I started my never-ending climb up the family tree.
And that was the year James A. Michener published Texas, his largest work ever, which befitted the largest state in the continental United States.
I don't recall how I first found out about it, but I remember reading a brief (very brief) excerpt in Field & Stream, of all places. It was taken from one of the middle chapters, the tale of young Texas Ranger Otto Macnab's courtship with the beautiful German immigrant Franziska Allerkamp on the banks of the Pedernales River. I remember the excerpt left me with the impression that this was going to be some kind of sappy love story instead of a sweeping epic about my home state. To my great relief, it was both.
Skellytown had a small library with an equally small budget. They weren't going to get a copy of their own; I had to order it through inter-library loan. I signed up as soon as I knew the novel was out, and waited patiently at the beginning of that summer to receive it. I remember the anticipation of going to the library every day to see if it had arrived. I remember my excitement when the answer was finally yes, the care with which I took the 1096-page tome in my hands, and the overwhelming awe I felt in opening the hard-cover to the dust-jacket blurb and the front-and-back-piece maps.
Keep in mind, I was twelve-almost-thirteen years old. Through the course of the previous year I had read Centennial and Chesapeake. I'm pretty sure I had also read The Covenant and Space, and I might have even tried my hand at Poland by then. I was nothing if not precocious, and daring in my reading adventures. Each huge historical novel took me about six weeks to read. And I read faithfully every day, thought without much understanding beyond the basic plot points. It would take me another twenty-five years to discover there was a deeper message proclaimed through the perspectives of the various characters in those novels.
Michener didn't start writing those large historical novels until he was nearly fifty. By the time Texas was published, he was almost eighty, and after it he wrote two more epics and a handful of other fictions before he died at age ninety. What did an adolescent know about life and the world, an adolescent form Skellytown, Texas, no less? I didn't understand that then that Centennial was about the conservation and preservation of what God had given us, about being takers or caretakers. Or that Chesapeake was about cycles in nature and in life, generation after generation having to face the same decisions again and again with either courage or cowardice. The Covenant was about cultures in conflict, with every one believing themselves to be the one's ordained by God to be in the right. Poland demonstrated all to well how the more things change, the more they stay the same; poor people.
A couple months ago, I picked up Texas again. In the thirty years since its publication, I've probably tackled the enormous story ten times. I have four copies of it--two worn paperbacks with the covers taped on, and two hardbacks--including a first edition. I read it again as if it were the first time, and tried to give those characters new life in my Technicolor imagination. And I was pleasantly surprised to find myself touched on so many levels--intellectual, emotional, and spiritual included.
There are images burned into my soul from those 1000+pages (the paperback has 1320): The tragic loves of Trinidad de SaldaƱa in early Spanish San Antonio, culminating in that desperate, daring, and devoted ride of Domingo Garza save her; Mattie Quimper's struggle to carve out a life and a future on the banks of the Brazos River, ending in her defiance of Santa Anna's army on their way to San Jacinto; the brave sacrifice of the Immortal 32 from Gonzales at the Alamo as seen through the eyes of the infamous antihero Zave Campbell, and stirringly retold by Miss Barlow 130 years later; the lifelong love story of Otto & Franza; the terrors of Indian captivity experienced by Emma Larkin, and the tenderness of the foolish Earnshaw Rusk that brought her back from it; the oil boom; the preservation of the Longhorns; the armadillo invasion; the real-estate game of getting in, getting rich, and getting out; the outrageous escapades of one outlandish character after another; the ups and downs of a Texas millionaire who became a Texas billionaire, and then became a regular human being; the two things most seriously Texas, football and religion; and that final chapter about academic endowments, bull auctions, and art galleries. Let me tell you, there is no adequate way to sum up in just a few words how awesome this enormous book really is.
Texas Monthly awarded Michener one of its famous Bum Steer of the Year Awards for what they saw as a stereo-typical misrepresentation of the great state of Texas. But as much as I like the magazine, I'm afraid I have to disagree. James Michener did as much justice to the state of Texas and its history as one volume would allow. It's a big state; he couldn't tell every story. But what an overview of the life of wonder one can live in places as diverse as El Paso & Brownsville & Fredericksburg & Houston & Dallas & Lubbock & Waxahachie & Jefferson & Austin...
If you love Texas, if you love history, if you love reading...tackle this book! I even have a couple of copies I can share if you need one. You won't be disappointed.
I'm a simple man: warrior, worshiper, preacher, poet, visionary, lover, believer. And this is what I think...
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Friday, December 12, 2014
Black and White
I am not now, nor will I ever be a black man, nor will I ever have complete understanding of the black experience. I'm just a short, chubby, curly headed white guy in East Texas. But my great-grandmother's great-great-grandfather's great-great-grandfather's great-grandfather was born John Gaeween in Angola. In 1619 he was kidnapped by Portuguese slavers, who were raided by English privateers, who took the boat load of Africans to Jamestown, Virginia, where they were sold into indentured servitude to pay for their passage. Welcome to America.
John served his seven years, married a black slave woman named Margaret Cornish (from whom he was later divorced), and fathered at least two sons before he died. His two sons were taken into custody by the colony of Virginia, placed into indentured servitude to one of Jamestown's leading families, to be released upon their twenty-first birthdays. When their "masters" refused to release them, they fought and won their freedom in the courts, and moved away from Jamestown into the mountains, where they intermarried with others of Black, Native American, and Portuguese descent.
Five generations later, they were labeled in early American records as "free colored". Five generations after that, they were wealthy "white" slave-owners in Mississippi who made up stories to cover up their black heritage.
So I may be a short, chubby, curly headed white guy in East Texas, but part of my heritage is African. I am part black.
I wasn't raised with this knowledge; it's something I discovered while climbing my family tree. I was raised as a white boy, in a small rural town in Northwest Texas that within recent memory had a sign at the city limits encouraging people of color to be elsewhere before sunset. My parents weren't anything close to racist, but my grandparents could be heard to say things like, "Not ALL black people are bad. I worked with one back in 1957, and he was a decent fellow." I went to High School in White Deer, Texas, and I quote, "Emphasis on the WHITE." I lived seventeen years on the border with Mexico, where I was a minority in an 85% brown majority. I led a pretty white-washed life. When I moved back to Texas in 2006, it was the first time I had ever lived around black people.
It was then that I realized how racial my vocabulary actually was. How I freely used terms like nappy-headed and pickaninny without a thought to how it might sound. The infamous "N-word" was not part of my vocabulary, not really, not seriously, though sometimes it might be used as a joke. Not around my black friends, of course. But then again, I didn't have black friends. I didn't even have that one token black friend that so many white people point to as proof they aren't prejudice. I never gave a thought to whether or not I was prejudiced. I wasn't. I don't hate anybody. None of my feelings about any person are determined by the color of their skin. I love all people.
There have been black people in the churches I have pastored. Not many, mind you. They have their own churches after all, or so I've been told. But I have always welcomed anyone of any color into my church. We still sing, "Jesus loves the little children...red and yellow, black and white" when our kids march out for Children's Church. But where I pastor, there are white churches, and there are black churches. I can't speak for any of the black churches; I've never been in one. But I asked a couple of white pastors of white churches if they had any black people in their churches, and I didn't receive a really clear answer. I do have a black family in my church. In fact, last year, we elected him as a deacon, the first black deacon in a white church in probably this whole town's history. And we didn't do it because he was black; we did it because he was a wonderful candidate for the office.
It's the 21st Century already! Emancipation was proclaimed 150 years ago. The Civil War was fought. 600,000 Americans died to decided the issue of American slavery. The 14th Amendment was passed, codifying in our national documents that phrase coined by Thomas Jefferson that all men were created equal. Skip forward 100 years, and there were still Civil Rights issues to be settled. Before I was born, schools were integrated. I never knew a time when water fountains, restrooms, lunch counters, and upfront bus seats weren't available to everyone. And now we have a black man elected by an overwhelming majority of people in this country to the highest office in the land. We are as socially advanced as we have ever been.
But we still have racial issues in this country. We still have vast racial divides, even in our churches and among brethren. Right here in Houston County, I'm told there are white supremacist groups. Maybe there are black power groups, too. And the only question I have is, what is wrong with us?
Reader friend, you might be asking, "What bee is in Casey's bonnet? What burr is under Casey's saddle? What brought this on?" I'm so glad you asked, because I'm going to tell you.
Bishop Charles Blake, leader of the Church of God in Christ, the largest Pentecostal denomination in the US, has called upon the 12,000 churches he oversees to observe Sunday, December 14th, as "Black Lives Matter Sunday". He reached out to other denominations, my own Assemblies of God included, and asked them to do the same. So yesterday I received an email from my denominational headquarters asking me and 12,000 other pastors to join the COGIC in declaring "Black Lives Matter." I got a phone call about it moments after it was sent, before I had even read it. Then I read it. And I read the knee-jerk reactions of lots of my friends and peers in the AG. And I followed multiple FB threads about the issue. I witnessed a lot of division between brethren. I had a knee-jerk reaction too, but now I've had nearly 24 hours to think about it. I've been involved in lots of private conversations. And I have to tell you, I'm still trying to determine what I think.
Black Lives Matter is apparently a copyrighted phrase, the chosen moniker of a group organized after Trayvon Martin was killed by George Zimmerman in 2012. The website plainly proclaims what they are about. And that particular group is into more than just keeping black kids from being killed unjustly by white cops. Want to know what they are about? Go to their website and read it yourself. But by using that phrase, the COGIC and the AG and others have, perhaps inadvertently, aligned themselves with that group.
I don't know what I'm going to do or not do on Sunday. I don't know what to say or what not to say about the racial issues. I don't want to be associated with that group and it's political leanings. But I don't want to be insensitive to the need for racial harmony in this country either. I don't know how to solve the world's problems of injustice and bigotry and oppression and slavery that is still ongoing in other parts of the world. I don't know how to make white people stop hating black people. I don't know how to make black people stop hating white people. I don't know how to make everyone believe in Jesus and start acting out of the Savior's love for one another.
What I do know is this: Of course black lives matter--their families, their situations and circumstances, their souls matter. They matter to God. They matter to black people. Why shouldn't they matter to me? And white lives matter. And yellow and brown and red lives matter. I wasn't aware that they didn't matter. I'm not here to debate Trayvon Martin, or Michael Brown, or Eric Garner, or even OJ Simpson. I'm not here to defend George Zimmerman or Darren Wilson I'm not here to discuss white-on-black, black-on-white, white-on-white, or black-on-black crime.
I am here to declare that God so loved the world...and so do I. And that is the message that needs to be proclaimed from our pulpits this Sunday. God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. The answers that we are looking for will only be found in Jesus.
Saturday, November 1, 2014
Blessed...but what does that mean?
Blessed...
In Matthew 5, Jesus says it nine times. Blessed are the poor in spirit. Blessed are those who mourn. Blessed are the meek, those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, the merciful, the peacemakers, the persecuted and the hated. Blessed are these who develop the character of Jesus Christ, the fruit of the Spirit, for they will have access to all that God has.
But what does it mean to be blessed?
Google the word, and you'll be presented with this definition: made holy, consecrated; being endowed with divine favor and protection, or with a particular quality or attribute; to be given pleasure or relief as a welcome contrast to what one has previously experienced.
Google will also provide you with synonyms such as favored, fortunate, lucky, privileged, enviable and happy.
Yes, all of that and so much more.
I'm getting ready to teach these beatitudes and the Sermon on the Mount, where Jesus lays out the principles of the Kingdom and the New Covenant. It's as foundational to our Christian walk as the Ten Commandments were to the Jews of 3000 years ago. But today I started a new reading plan, the November New Testament. And I started reading a new Bible that I just bought, in a version I've never used before. And as I read this morning from the Amplified Bible, it really spoke to me about what it means to be blessed.
Blessed...means to be happy, envied, and spiritually prosperous, to have life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation.
Blessed...means to be enviably happy, with a happiness produced by the experience of God's favor and especially conditioned by His matchless grace.
Blessed...means to be happy, blithesome, and joyous.
Blessed...means to be fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous in that state in which the born-again child of God enjoys God's favor and salvation.
Blessed...means possessing the happiness that is produced by the experience of God's favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His grace.
Blessed...means enjoying enviable happiness.
Blessed...means to be all of those things, regardless of our outward conditions.
I am blessed today, not because of what I have or where I am or how I live, but because I am in a living relationship with God through Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit lives inside of me! I am blessed today, not because my circumstances are perfect, or because my every desire has been fulfilled, but because my heart is full of the presence of the Lord. I am blessed today, not because everything goes my way or because I have an easy, problem-free existence, but because no matter what I go through, no matter what I experience, not matter what life in this world does to me, I have eternal life through the saving grace of Jesus Christ.
Yes, I am blessed!
Friday, October 31, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Sixty...ish
Today's Reading:
- Esther 6-10 (the last of the OT historical books)
- Song of Solomon 5-8 (the last of the wisdom books)
- Malachi 1-4 (the last of the prophets)
- Acts 27-28 (the last chapters of NT history)
- Revelation 18-22 (the last chapters of the Bible)
Well, it's done.
Sixty-five days after I started in Genesis Chapter One, I have closed the Book with Revelation Chapter Twenty-Two. Everything from Table of Contents to Maps. Every day a sampling of chapters from every division of the Bible. Something I haven't done since March 2012. I have read my Bible completely through in a planned, systematic, 60-day kind of way.
What does it mean?
I remember how I was feeling two months ago. Down. Empty. Forlorn. Alone. Like I would never have another breath of fresh air, like I would never see the sunshine again, like I would never be back on the mountaintop, like I would never have another ounce of strength. None of those things were true, but they were what I was feeling.
Yes, I read the Bible regularly. Yes, I prayed. And all the while pastoring a church 24-hours a day, 7 days a week, praying, praising, preaching, ministering, fellowshipping, sharing Jesus...which is second only to my other 24-hour a day, 7-day a week job of being a husband and a father. Neither role provides much room for escape, not even much of a fifteen minute break. I'm not complaining, I'm just saying.
I remember what I was praying for two months ago. I needed help. I needed relief. I needed rest. I needed strength. I was begging God for it. And God answered me. He said, "You're starving. You're malnourished. You're unfit. And it's all starting to show." It was time to get back into the Word in a real and overwhelming way. It was time to be a Spiritual glutton, to feast, to binge on the Bible. Like a man invited to an always open, all you can eat, absolutely free buffet, who hadn't had a decent meal in a very long time, I bellied up to the bar and loaded my plate down every day with huge helpings of fried chicken, mashed taters and gravy, green beans, corn on the cob, brussel sprouts, hot buttered biscuits, salad loaded down with every kind of extra known to man, sweet ice tea to drink, and more than one slice of homemade something-meringue pie.
Over the last two months, I studied the long, cyclical 4000-year history of Israel every day. I savored divine wisdom and poetry from 3000 years ago every day. I listened to God's prophets, hell-fire and brimstone preachers from an age long past, and I listened every day. I walked the shores of Galilee and the Jordan Valley and the streets of Jerusalem with Jesus and the twelve disciples, then traveled the world with Peter, Phillip & Paul. I read the letters penned by men who really had a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. And I let my Technicolor imagination run wild with the motion picture of the Revelation.
As a result, I am full today. I am encouraged today. I have already experienced the presence of God today through His Word. I know I feel better today than when I started this journey through the Word in August. It helped me. It doctored my wounded spirit. It ministered to my deepest needs. It spoke to me daily words I needed to hear. It rescued me from the prison and chains of an enemy that has no hold on me. It saved me, again. Not in the sense of my soul needing to be saved. But it saved my life. It restored faith, hope, love, joy, peace and goodness to me. It reminded me of God's righteousness and God's faithfulness. It showed me that God is still (and always will be) there.
Let me tell you, I've read the Bible constantly and repeatedly for 35 years (yes, since I was old enough to read) in several different versions and formats. I have it on CD (the dramatized versions are my favorite), and I've listened to it hours upon end.. I've heard it preached and taught and expounded an discussed thousands upon thousands of times. I am familiar with it, some parts more than others. But in spite of that familiarity and comfort, or perhaps because of it, every day it gives me a thrill from the core of my being to the pores of my skin to open the pages of this timeless, matchless, ageless Book and find God there in its words.
So having finished the Bible today, I can hardly wait for tomorrow when I crack it open again and begin anew.
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Fifty-One
Today's Reading:
- 2 Chronicles 8-14
- Job 12-20
- Micah 6-7
- Nahum 1-3
- Habakkuk 1-3
- Acts 5-7
- 2 Peter 3
I've doubled up on a lot of reading days, attempting to catch up from the time I lost on vacation. I started this reading plan on August 28; October 28 is next Tuesday. I am currently on target to finish October 31, which was my goal to begin with...I gave myself 64 days to do a 60 day Bible reading plan. Regardless of when I finish (and it will be next week sometime), I am happy to say I will have read my Bible through, Table of Contents to Maps, in 2014.
Today it seemed like a consistent message was being preached at me from the Scriptures, no matter where I was. History, Wisdom, Prophecy, Epistle. They were all saying the same thing. The guilty will not go unpunished. They may be getting away with sin for a season, but seasons change. What goes around comes around. You reap what you sow. Your actions produce results...or consequences. So be warned. Whatever you're doing is seen by God, and if God doesn't like it, He won't let you get away with it for very long.
People have dropped dead under the weight of God's wrath. Whole cities and civilizations have been annihilated by the anger of God. The ruins of Ninevah (the subject of Nahum's prophecy) were under sand for 2600 years after they refused to heed the voice of this second prophet sent to them.
This is not the kind of God people want to hear about in the here and now. Church people, even preachers, are uncomfortable with a God who kills people for lying about their tithes and offerings. We like the warm and fuzzy God, the one full of grace and mercy and compassion and love, who accepts everybody just like they are. We like Him so much, we have forgotten that He is also a God of law and order and justice. He is the rewarder of those who seek Him, but He is also the great judge over all the earth, who keeps track of every tear we shed, every word we say, and every deed we do. We are more comfortable with knowing that heaven is for real, but we are not always at ease with the thought that hell is for real too.
But because I believe what the Bible says, I believe there is a hell. I believe there is eternal punishment in darkness and everlasting fire for those who don't believe in God and in Jesus Christ, God's only begotten Son and our ever-living Savior. I believe there are levels of suffering in hell, visited upon the damned in accordance with their deeds. But I also believe that no one HAS to go there. Everyone has been given a choice. Unbelief is the dead end, no outlet option. Belief in God and in Jesus Christ is a free, one-way ticket to Heaven, and that's the choice I have made.
And I'm extremely thankful today that because of God's love and mercy and grace and compassion, He saved me in spite of myself and my sins. He is a forgiver of those who confess. He is the accepter of those who come to Him. He is the Savior of sinners who call on the Name of the Lord. In judgment, He still remembers mercy!
Thank you Jesus for that! I couldn't make it without You.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Forty-Five
Today's Reading:
- 2 Kings 17-25
- Proverbs 21-24
- Hosea 6-10
- John 17
- James 1
I was thinking today about the power of influence a patriarch can have on future generations of his family. Proverbs talks about disciplining your children often and early. Hosea shows the love of God to children who are not actually his. Jesus prays for those God has given Him, and for all those whom God will give Him. But the most profound example I found was in the closing chapters of 2 Kings, chapters that record the final years and the fall of the Kingdom of Judah.
King Manasseh reigned the longest of any kings of Israel or Judah--55 years. The son of the righteous King Hezekiah and raised in a Spiritual climate heavily influenced by the prophet Isaiah, Manasseh turned out to be the most wicked king Judah ever had. He built temples to worship every kind of foreign god. He sacrificed his own children in the fires of Molech and Chemosh. He did evil in the sight of the Lord like no one had ever done before. He killed so many innocent people the streets of Jerusalem ran red with their blood, including that of the prophet Isaiah, who was sawn in half on Manasseh's orders.
If you will allow me to skip to the part of the story I know but haven't yet read in 2 Chronicles, Manasseh was taken captive by a foreign king, and while in prison, in his old age, he repented of the sinful deeds he had committed and was restored to his kingdom. So we can assume his end was better than a misspent life of idolatry, immorality, and evil.
But for the next 100 years, the record of each king, good and bad, is accentuated by one caveat: Manasseh's sins were still the source of God's wrath and the reason for His judgment on the Kingdom of Judah. No revival, no restoration of the temple, no national call for righteousness could reverse the effects of Manasseh's godlessness on five generations of his descendants, and the entirety of his people. His great-grandson saw the destruction of Jerusalem and the temple, the execution of his sons and civic leaders, and a remnant of Jews being marched into exile in Babylon...just before they gouged his eyes out and led him away in chains. This was the third and final wave of captivity for the Jews, which would culminate 50 years after this point with King Cyrus of Persia granting the Israelites permission to return and rebuild the temple of God.
Then there is an obscure government official, a court secretary named Shaphan, whose children and grandchildren keep showing up in the closing chapters of 2 Kings, 2 Chronicles, and Jeremiah. They were righteous men, godly men, men committed to the survival of God's Chosen People. They rescued the prophet from an unjust imprisonment, they pleaded with kings to heed the word of the Lord, they tried to shepherd Israel through the dark days following the destruction of Jerusalem. Even though we don't know anything about Shaphan, surely we can surmise from the actions of his offspring what kind of man he was? Surely we can understand the kind of influence it took to produce multiple generations of people who continued to serve the Lord while the world around them beat a speedy trail to destruction.
My wife has left for a two-day retreat with other church women, leaving two small sons in my care. Last night at Bible Study, one of the ladies asked me, "Is April taking the baby with her?" When my reply was no, she looked at me in horror and said, "Who's going to take care of the baby?!?" I raised my hand and said in all sarcastic seriousness, "I AM a capable father. And April has left me with plenty of frozen milk." But there is such spiritual significance to that as I write today. My heart truly is filled with the desire to be a father as capable and influential as Shaphan.
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Sixty Days: Day ???
Perhaps someone somewhere is wondering, "Is Casey still reading? Is he on schedule? Is he going to finish his 60 day reading plan on time? Where has he been and why isn't he blogging about it?" Okay, so in reality, maybe nobody anywhere is asking those questions, but I ask myself that almost everyday. But just in case you were wondering...
Yes, I'm still reading.
No, I'm not on schedule. That vacation wreaked havoc on my reading schedule. Nevertheless, having finished my schedule for today, I am 3 days behind where I want to be, with 24 days of reading ahead of me. That said, I have read 3/5 of the Bible in the last forty-two days.
Yes, I'm going to finish my 60 day reading plan on time...since I allotted myself 63 days to do it, I will finish my final day of reading on October 31. If not before.
And my, what an exciting journey this has been! I'm beginning to feel full of the word again. I feel my own faith being built as I read. I find my own desire for more of the word insatiable. I feel the double-edge sword of the word doing its work in my soul and spirit. It illuminates my walk. It enlightens my ponderings and considerations. It has come alive again to live richly in me. This is as it should be.
Nevertheless, the more living and power the word becomes to me, the more aware I become of the need for proclaiming truth in a world--and a church--that has turned a deaf ear and a cold heart away from the authoritative word of God. The more aware I am of just how many believers so-called have abandoned their faith in the inerrancy and infallibility of the word of God, trading the truth in for fables and the vain imaginings of misled gurus and megastars. The more aware I am of those close to me who are so in need of a Biblical worldview grounded in the word rather than their own imaginations and machinations.
Christians, we need to rely on the word of God now more than ever. The grass withers, the flower fades, the leaves fall and decay as autumn comes on. But the word of God remains the same forever. It does not change. It is faithful and true. It is a sure foundation. It is not a private interpretation, but rather the speech of God proclaimed as the Holy Spirit moved on holy men of old. It is enlivened with the very breath of God, completely inspired, absolutely reliable, and useful in every conceivable way.
This word is what we need. And 22 days from now, when I have read the final chapters of my 60 day plan, you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to open my Bible on November the 1st and start reading it again.
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Nineteen
Day Seventeen's Reading
- Numbers 1-7
- Psalm 65-68
- Jeremiah 1-4
- Mark 3-4
- 2 Corinthians 9-11
Day Eighteen's Reading
- Numbers 8-14
- Psalms 69-72
- Jeremiah 5-8
- Mark 5-6
- 2 Corinthians 12-13
Today's Reading
- Numbers 15-21
- Psalm 73-76
- Jeremiah 9-12
- Mark 7-8
- Galatians 1-3
Yes, I'm keeping up with my reading while on vacation. Timing my reading has not been much of an option, since the only time I've had to read was while April was driving. Which leaves a 3 year old and a 3 month old in need of constant attention. So my reading was mostly a chapter at a time, between snacks and diapers and bottles and books and whatever else my little men needed. But I got through! And today, in northern South Dakota, where the weather is sunny and cool with a gentle breeze, I was able to sit for a longer period of time and read, with my kids and the Koop kids running and playing and talking and laughing...and they were much fun to watch!
The Scriptures continue to speak to me, even though I've read them all before. Different things have jumped out at me. I've jotted down some thoughts and may blog about them some time, just not today. But the other day while we were driving, April asked me which was my least favorite prophet. Considering that I like reading all of them, it took me a while to consider which one did I not enjoy as much as the others? And not just because I'm reading him, but the answer that came to mind really was Jeremiah.
She seemed surprised and asked why. My reply: Because he's just so sad. He isn't called the weeping prophet for nothing. Forty years, a lot of what he does is prophesy and weep. He even wrote a book of Lamentations. With good reason. No one wanted to listen to him. His audience largely ignored him. His brothers rejected him. His hometown elders plotted ways to shut him up. The high priest of Israel had him locked away in stocks and bonds. The king cut up and burned his letter, then had him cast into a mostly dried up well. In the end, Jeremiah escaped capture and exile at the hands of Nebuchadnezzar, perhaps because of Daniel's influence in Babylon. Instead he was placed in the care of Gedaliah the governor, who still didn't listen to Jeremiah's prophetic warnings and consequently lost his life. Against his will, Jeremiah was removed from Israel and went into Egyptian exile with those who wanted to retake Jerusalem from the Babylonians. There he died.
I don't like reading Jeremiah's prophecies which went completely unheeded. At any point, the Israelites could have listened and heeded and repented and called out upon God. Instead, they raced headlong toward their own destruction. Even the king was given multiple chances to turn from his wickedness, humble himself and surrender to the Babylonians without losing his life. Instead, he ended up blind and in chains, but not before he saw all of his family and nobles and court executed in front of him.
I'm reminded sometimes that ministry can often be--and sometimes has been, for me--seemingly fruitless. No one listens. No one changes. No one believes. No one.
But then there is the one, who at the right place at the right time, hears something you say and is changed forever. Transformed by the power of the word. That is an awesome miracle to witness, the greatest of all, when a sinner becomes a saint through the grace given to us through Jesus Christ. When a troubled soul is rescued from perishing. When one bound in spiritual chains is suddenly set free. When one in darkness sees a spark of light that leads them out.
That is what makes ministry worthy it all.
Monday, September 15, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Sixteen
Today's Reading:- Leviticus 23-27
- Psalm 61-64
- Isaiah 61-66
- Mark 1-2
- 2 Corinthians 6-8
Perhaps the big question today is: Will Casey be able to keep up with his 60-day Bible Reading Plan while on vacation? Yesterday was another day skipped...I only have two more days I can throw away before I have to start doubling up on my reading days. But I will tell you the answer to the question is this: I will keep up with my reading plan. Blogging about it may be another story.
Finishing up Leviticus, there was a thought that occurred to me, a thought that went along with so many other thoughts I've had recently. Under the codified regulations regarding giving, Leviticus prescribes that we bring our tithes, offerings, and sacrifices to God through His priests for the support of ongoing ministry in the nation of Israel, leaving the leftovers of the harvest behind for the poor and the alien to reap.
But today, it seems like we are spending our tithes on ourselves, withholding our offerings, refusing to sacrifice, ignoring the poor and the alien, and giving God the leftovers. What a reversal of priorities!
God deserves the very best of everything we have to give him--our time, our talents, our treasures. He is worthy of all our praise, and He desires to have all our hearts, which will result in having the best of everything we have anyway. What are we giving God today? The first and best, or the dregs of life and the leftovers?
I will always sing praises to your name
as I fulfill my vows day after day.
Psalm 61:8, NLT
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Saturday, September 13, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Fifteen
Yesterday's Reading:
- Leviticus 8-15
- Psalm 53-56
- Isaiah 53-56
- Matthew 25-26
- 2 Corinthians 1-2
Today's Reading:
- Leviticus 16-22
- Psalm 57-60
- Isaiah 57-60
- Matthew 27-28
- 2 Corinthians 3-5
Leviticus has a lot of rules. The Psalmist talked about his enemies quite a bit. Isaiah often preached hard messages to a careless people, but he usually followed them with messages of hope. That hope is found in the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, and keeps us going through hard times.
That's a summary of today's 20 chapter jaunt through the Scriptures, but my mind is drawn back to Moses, and all those rules and regulations and instructions and laws and commandments and requirements. I'm thankful for the Gospel which assures me Jesus not only fulfilled the righteous requirements of the law, He paid the price for my punishment with his own precious life. But I wonder, why did God feel it was necessary to lay down all those laws in the first place?
Why was God concerned about the thread content of our clothing, or whether or not we planted two crops in the same field, or why does it matter if we kill a cow and her calf on the same day, or cook a goat in its mother's milk? Why didn't he want the hair at our temples cut, or the corners of our beards trimmed? I'd be out of luck on that last one anyway, since I cannot grow even decent whiskers. My five o'clock shadow is four days late. I can understand the moral laws. I can even see why the dietary and cleanliness laws were necessary. But I'm uncertain how a cotton-polyester blend is offensive to God.
Then I realize, it was never about the mixed threads or the mixed crops. It was about divided hearts. God wants our whole heart, undivided, undistracted, unobstructed in following Him. The rules are not necessarily about the things ruled. They were about our obedience. Will you obey the Lord, even when you don't have the answer to WHY He requires it?
We are a liberty-loving people. Come and take it! Don't tread on me! Give me liberty or give me death! Tomorrow is even the anniversary of the writing of the Star Spangled Banner, a national anthem written about a flag that was defiantly still there. And we don't like a lot of rules infringing on our person or our privacy. Seat belt laws. Smoking laws. Speeding laws. Soda pop laws. Who does Bloomberg think he is, anyway?
But God had a reason for laying down the Levitical Law. It was about keeping His people separate from those who didn't serve Him. It was about protecting them and defending them against the lawless incursions of heathen society. It was about preserving them against the moral decay of culture and civilization. It was about reserving a people for Himself--holy, blameless, and yes, obedient.
Even with all the regulations regarding sacrifice, we are repeatedly told throughout Scripture that our obedience is more important than our gift. Our heart is what God wants, and He wants it to be a heart that follows Him.
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Thirteen
Today's Reading:
- Leviticus 1-7
- Psalm 49-52
- Isaiah 49-52
- Matthew 23-24
- 1 Corinthians 16
Today we got started in one of my favorite books--Leviticus. 27 chapters of rules and regulations that invade the most private areas of life.
You're joking, right? you might be wondering.
No, I'm really not joking. I actually do love Leviticus. I love drawing nuggets from its treasures.
Treasures in Leviticus? you might be wondering.
There really are some. Especially when you realize that all the rules and regulations were about keeping God's people separate from the demon-worshiping pagans who surrounded them.
In spite of the nuggets, we have to realize that these Levitical laws were written for the Jews, not for the Gentiles. And that 3500 years ago, those laws were necessary to protect the health and tranquility of a mobile nation wandering around in the wilderness for forty years. And that 2000 years ago, Jesus Christ fulfilled all the righteous requirements of the law and set believers free from the law of sin and death. So instead of reading Leviticus and trying to apply all those rules and regulations to ourselves, I look for the nuggets.
The first seven chapters of Leviticus are all about codifying a sacrificial system that involved the continual offering of bulls and rams and goats and doves and pigeons and grain and oil and flour and bread in a constant attempt to atone for one's sins and ward off the judgment and wrath of God. Whole burnt offerings, sin offerings, peace offerings, fellowship offerings, grain offerings. Offerings for secret sin. Offerings for unintentional sin. Offerings for the corporate sins of the community. Offerings for the High Priest of Israel. Offerings of ritual cleansing in case one is defiled by coming into contact with a dead body, and offerings of consecration in case one accidentally touches something dedicated to the Lord. It is a beautiful and intricate picture of all that Christ accomplished for us on the cross, but the practice of such was messy...and insufficient.
The Psalmist says so in today's reading. That the blood of bulls and rams and goats and doves and pigeons is not enough to make up for my sinfulness. That no sacrifice is enough to pay for my transgressions of the law. That no offering is enough to redeem me from certain destruction at the hands of a just and judging God. But there is something that is sufficient to help me. There is something that is enough.
God's mercy.
It's the only thing anyone could ever depend upon:
Adam and Eve, who were cast from the Garden of Eden and condemned to die...slowly, over the course of a lifetime.
Noah, who found grace in the eyes of the Lord when everyone else on earth was doing everything they could to avoid it.
Abraham, who was called out of idolatry, and declared righteous because of his obedience.
Moses, who was a murderer and a st-st-stutterer with self-esteem issues.
David, the Psalmist whose words we read today, who understood that it wasn't really sacrifices and offerings that God wanted.
What God wants is our heart.
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Twelve
Today's Reading:
- Exodus 33-40
- Psalm 45-48
- Isaiah 45-48
- Matthew 21-22
- 1 Corinthians 14-15
I didn't feel like reading today. That doesn't mean I didn't want to. I didn't feel like it. I was physically and mentally exhausted. I even put off my Bible reading, hoping that I would "wake up" and be able to concentrate. But when I finally sat down to read, my eyes wouldn't focus on the words, my brain wouldn't focus on the meaning. It was rather frustrating. So I went home to take a nap.
Rested, refreshed, showered, and dressed for church, I came back over to the office to spend my hour reading.
And what did I get? Eight chapters dealing with the aftermath of the golden calf incident and a detailed account of the construction of the tabernacle and its furnishings. Which in itself followed up on the multi-chapter instructions regarding the construction of the tabernacle and its furnishings. Admittedly, I skimmed some of those passages rather than read every word.
Still, I came away with a powerful thought from the final chapter in Exodus. There are things (perhaps) that God leaves up to our conscience, our intelligence, our imagination, our decision-making skills. We do the best we can with what we have. But there are other things, important things about life and faith, that God didn't want to leave up to our own devising. So He gave detailed instructions, and He expects those instructions to be followed. To the letter.
Bored with blueprints and patterns of a tabernacle which ceased to be functional 3000 years ago? Which modulated into the temple worship of Israel that ceased 2000 years ago? Confused over an intricate sacrificial system that was fulfilled in the person and work of Jesus Christ? Not connected to a priesthood and their garments that have nothing to do with what we wear or how we practice our religion today? Sometimes, me too. Nevertheless, God put it in the Bible for a reason, by Divine Inspiration of the Holy Spirit. Surely there is something we can come away with.
For when all the structure and furnishings were complete, Moses oversaw the setting up of the tabernacle in the wilderness. Once the tent was up, he placed the Ark of the Covenant--which represented the presence of God--in its place. He hung up the veil, arranged the altar of incense, the table of shewbread, and the seven-branched candlestick. He hung the curtain over the entrance, placed the great bronze altar and the bronze sea in their place. Then he sprinkled everything with the holy oil he had been instructed to make.
And when he was done, the fiery cloud of God's glory descended upon the tabernacle, and God's glory--His manifest presence--filled the whole place, so that even Moses (who had been with God on the mountain and been exposed to the unfiltered glory) could not stay in there.
Still don't get it? For the best results, follow God's directions.
And on that note, let me share the words of the song I woke up with this afternoon:
I know the Lord will make a way for you
I know the Lord will make a way for you
If you live a holy life
Shun the wrong and do what's right
I know the Lord will make a way for you
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Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Eleven
Today's Reading:
- Exodus 26-32
- Psalm 41-44
- Isaiah 41-44
- Matthew 19-20
- 1 Corinthians 11-13
God will not share His glory.
Over and over again, today's reading emphasized that. Chapter after chapter in Exodus, God is giving Moses the blueprints for the Tabernacle--the ONLY house of worship God ever personally designed. And when Moses takes too long coming back down the mountain, the people get restless and demand that Aaron make them a god they can see. Enter the Golden Calf, made from the golden jewelry donated by God's wonderful people. Barely a month after shouting with enthusiasm their commitment to honor the Lord and His commandments, these people are breaking them with fervor. Worshiping another God, making an idol, blaspheming the name of the Lord...not to mention the adultery (and according to some traditions, murder to get protesters out of the way) committed as they "sat down to eat and drink, and rose up to play." Boy, were they in for it when Moses got back.
In Psalms, our attention is directed again and again to all that God has done for us, making it clear that He is worthy of all our praise and worship and devotion.
Isaiah makes a mockery of serving false gods and their representative idols. A man takes an axe into the woods and chops down a tree. With part of it he builds a fire and bakes his bread and cooks his meat; with the other part he fashions a god with eyes that cannot see, ears that cannot hear, hands that cannot reach out, and a mouth that cannot speak. And this he worships. In spite of the fact that he has a real God who does see and hear and touch and speak--a God who always has and always will.
And He is not pleased when we turn aside to worship other things. In today's world, we may not be bowing down before little statues or burning incense to them or offering our prayers to their deaf ears. But any time we allow something to turn our thoughts, our hearts, our actions away from God, we commit idolatry. Any time we allow something besides God to be the main priority in our lives, the standard and rule by which to live by, we create a false god for ourselves. Any time we allow the things of this world to distract us from serving the Lord Most High and Holy, we have forsaken the true faith.
You only have to read the Bible to find out what happens to those who don't keep their focus on God.
"I am the Lord; that is my name!
I will not give my glory to anyone else.
I will not share my praise with carved idols."
Isaiah 42:8, NLT
Don't let this world and its offerings distract you from worshiping the Lord. Give God the glory and the honor and the praise for what He has done...and for Who He is! He will have it not other way.
Monday, September 8, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Ten
Today's Reading:
- Exodus 18-25
- Psalm 37-40
- Isaiah 37-40
- Matthew 17-18
- 1 Corinthians 9-10
As of today, I've read 200 chapters in my 60-day quest to read the Bible through. That's one-sixth of the Scriptures. I can't speak for anyone else, but for me, it's an hour well spent, and perfectly manageable in my situation. I'm enjoying my 5 course meal every day, and I'm looking forward to the next 50 days.
Trust came through loud and clear again today. Nothing specific, just a general sense of "You can trust God. He's not going to let you down!" Of course, along side that is the occasional reminder that I have been at times untrustworthy, and that sometimes I have let Him down. My spirit, soul, and body cringe together whenever the word convicts me, and in that moment I am faced with a decision to make. Do I let the Word confront me, do I let the Spirit change me? Or do I ignore what I've just read, pretend like I don't know that it's talking about me, and move on to something else? The only problem with making the latter choice over the former is that if I continue to read my Bible, it's going to challenge me again soon. Like, tomorrow.
I remember one morning I was in a rush to get to church, and when I got there, I discovered several things. I hadn't brushed my hair after my shower. I had forgotten to shave. And my starched white collar was turned up around my neck. I hadn't looked in the mirror before leaving home. Had I looked, I would surely have corrected it.
Reading the Bible is like looking closely at our reflection in the mirror. If we are truly concerned about our appearance, we notice the hairs that are out of place. We notice the new pimple on our lip. We notice the line of small black whiskers that we missed with our razor. We see the smudge of dirt, the crusty leftovers of last night's drool, those messy green things in the corners of our eyes. We see the leavings of whatever we ate last stuck between our teeth, and if we are leaning in closely enough, we might even smell our need to brush our teeth. Or shower.
The Bible reveals the awesome holiness of God, and also reveals the standards of holiness by which He expects us to live. And once we read it, we are then responsible for it. What are we going to do with it? Are we going to make the necessary corrections, or are we going to run out the door with our zipper down and toilet paper clinging to the heel of our shoe?
Every morning, I take my Bible and I think to myself and my Lord, "Show me what I need to see today, and help me form up. Please. Help me form up."
Sunday, September 7, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Nine
Today's Reading:
- Exodus 11-17
- Psalm 33-36
- Isaiah 33-36
- Matthew 15-16
- 1 Corinthians 6-8
It is a rare Sunday that I find enough time to just sit and read for an hour. Today was that day!
And I should not be surprised that the Lord spoke to me from his word about trust. Again. Do you think He's trying to tell me something? I have trusted the Lord for a very long time. Even when I didn't understand. Even when I couldn't see where I was going. Even when I didn't know how it was all going to turn out. Even when it looked like God might have made a mistake (He hadn't). I thought I had learned to the trust the Lord.
These last few weeks have been a great test of that trust. And now having come through a couple of things, and seeing that the Lord has remained faithful even when my trust wavered (for zero point six eight seconds), I feel like He is rebuilding trust within me on a greater scale for greater things.
Taste and see that the Lord is good.
Oh, the joys of those who trust in Him!
Let the Lord's people show Him reverence,
for those who honor him
will have all they need.
Even strong young lions sometimes go hungry,
but those who trust in the Lord
will never lack any good thing.
Psalm 34:8-10, NLT
So now is the time for self-examination. I have trusted Him. I have been reminded again of just how good God is. Now, does my life match up with what my mouth says I believe. Have I honored my Lord completely in everything that I do?
Have I honored Him with my thoughts?
Have I honored Him with my belief?
Have I honored Him with my behavior?
Have I honored Him with my words?
Have I honored Him when no one else is watching?
Have I honored Him in my home?
Have I honored Him before my wife and sons?
Have I honored Him in my ministry?
Have I honored Him with everything that I am, everything that I have, everything that I do, and everything that I dream?
Aye, there's the rub.
Sometimes in being who we are, in doing what we do, we don't completely honor Him. And yet He remains faithful. In His infinite grace and mercy and wisdom and love He forgives my failures, convicts me of my faults, directs me toward the future He has prepared for me. He doesn't give up on me, He refuses to let me go. And He who began this good work in me will be faithful to complete it. Pray to God that I cooperate!
Teach me Lord to trust. And to honor You in all I do.
Saturday, September 6, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Eight
Today's Reading:
Reading Time: 60 minutes
There was a lot of lengthy narrative in today's reading, and it was all good. The call of Moses and the plagues of Egypt. More prophetic words for the wayward people of God. Several of Jesus' parables about the kingdom, plus a couple of spectacular miracles. And Paul administering church discipline upon an abhorrent situation.
But what spoke to me this morning was Psalm 30, a reminder of all that God has done for me.
David says:
- Exodus 3-10
- Psalm 29-32
- Isaiah 29-32
- Matthew 13-14
- 1 Corinthians 4-5
Reading Time: 60 minutes
There was a lot of lengthy narrative in today's reading, and it was all good. The call of Moses and the plagues of Egypt. More prophetic words for the wayward people of God. Several of Jesus' parables about the kingdom, plus a couple of spectacular miracles. And Paul administering church discipline upon an abhorrent situation.
But what spoke to me this morning was Psalm 30, a reminder of all that God has done for me.
David says:
He rescued me.
He refused to let me be defeated.
He helped me.
He restored me.
He brought me up from the grave,
and He kept me from falling back in.
So I will praise Him. I will sing to Him. I will praise His holy name!
Oh the wonderful things He has done for me! When I look back over a lifetime of serving Him, I know that I could not possibly recount everything He has ever done for me. Suffice it to say, He has done a lot. He saved me. He forgave me. He has healed me numerous times. He filled me with His Spirit and called me into His ministry. He equipped and empowered me. He continues to anoint me. He directs and guides, He protects and He provides.
But what spoke to me the most was those two closing verses:
You have turned my mourning into dancing.
You have taken away my clothes of mourning
and clothed me with joy,
that I might sing praised to you and not be silent.
O Lord my God,
I will give you thanks forever.
I am happy today! Though my past has given me many reasons to grieve, my present gives me many reasons to rejoice, and my future is bright beyond compare. Heartache and heartbreak have been mine, but no longer. Disappointment and pain have also been mine, and may be again, but God never fails to shine His light on darker days. I have been weak, He has made me strong. I have lost much in the service of the Lord, but He has been faithful to His word to restore, to repair, and to renew! The years that the locust ate have been gifted back to me by an all-knowing, all-loving, all-powerful God.
So I rejoice today! I sing and shout His praises today! I glory in the gift of God's grace and mercy and never-ending love. Thank you Lord, for your blessings on me.
I am blessed today!
Friday, September 5, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Seven
Today's Reading
- Genesis 46-50
- Exodus 1-2
- Psalm 25-28
- Isaiah 25-28
- Matthew 11-12
- 1 Corinthians 1-3
Yesterday should have been day seven for me. Unfortunately, circumstances got in the way. Rather than try to play catch up, I just picked up today where I left off on Wednesday. Since I started on August 29th, and my goal is to end by October 31st, I have a few days of grace. Yesterday, I used up one of them.
Reflecting on what I blogged last, I was more than delighted when I took in today's reading, especially when I encountered an oft quoted verse in Isaiah 26:3, You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, whose thoughts are fixed on you! It is followed by the further encouragement of verse 4, Trust in the Lord always, for the Lord God is the eternal Rock.
We must trust in the Lord! That means we place all our faith, hope, and confidence in the Lord Jesus Christ--in who He is, in what He has said, in what He is able to do. Placing our trust anywhere else is just folly.
Some trust in chariots and horses, the Psalmist wrote. I don't have a chariot or a horse to trust in, but there are lots of other things this world offers that we often rely upon. We rely upon our abilities, our jobs, our income. We trust our friends and our family. We hope our doctor, our lawyer, our banker can help us in times of need. But what happens when all those things fail? What happens when my health breaks, my strength falters, my talents grow useless with the passing of time? What happens when my friends abandon me and my family disowns me? What happens when the doctor says there's nothing he can do, the lawyer says I'm finished, the banker says my credit is no good? What happens then?
Only God will never fail me. He hasn't failed me or mine in 38 years; he's not going to start today.
Is that to say that nothing bad ever happened to me? Is that to say God has always done everything I asked him to do, or gave me everything I wanted? Definitely not. Plenty of bad things have happened along the way. I've been sick, but never to the point of disease, desperation, or death. I've been depressed, but never to the point of giving up. I've been poor, but never hungry, homeless, or without resources. Death, divorce, defeat, disappointment. These I have tasted, but I did not become bitter. I kept trusting in the Lord.
And when my life seems to spin out of control, I continually remind myself, God will keep me in perfect peace if my mind is stayed upon Him. That's one of the reasons I'm reading the Bible through in sixty days--to refocus my mind upon Him. Every day I pick up the Bible and read, I am reminded that God is going to keep me, because I am His and He is mine, and He can be trusted!
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Six
Today's Reading
- Genesis 38-45
- Psalm 21-24
- Isaiah 21-24
- Romans 14-16
Reading Time: 59 minutes
It was Corrie ten Boom who said, "There is no panic in heaven. God has no problems, only plans"
What a statement. Especially coming from someone who suffered and lost so much while following God's plan for her life. Do you know her story? Of how her family took in foster children? Of how she worked with the mentally disabled? Of how they hid Jews from Nazi oppression during the German occupation of Holland? Of how they were arrested and went to prison? Of how her father, her sister, and her nephew died in prison? Of how her brother contracted tuberculosis in prison and eventually died from it? And yet hers is a story of great triumph and glory for the Lord.
How often do we panic in the face of our problems? I'm not asking it as a rhetorical question. I know I haven't suffered like Corrie suffered. In fact, if I have suffered at all in my life, it has been very little. Very little at all. And yet I know how much I have panicked when confronted with insurmountable obstacles. When something happens that doesn't quite fit in with what I think is God's plan for my life, my heart beats a little faster. My breath quickens. I feel physical discomfort. My mind races. I can't sleep at night. All of my fears and failures are thrown up in my face, and for a moment I wonder, "How can this all work out?"
Then I remember what a great God I serve. Sometimes remembering is the hardest part, but once I do, everything immediately calms down. We need to trust God.
Yesterday I wrote about Jacob, who seemed constantly in a state of panic over what was happening in his life. Even in his old age, he still worried about things over which he really had no control. But today I read about his son Joseph, his favorite son, who was nothing like his father. Joseph had a couple of dreams about the future God had planned for him. One would think a family would rejoice when one of its members was promised the blessings of God. Instead, Jacob and his other sons mocked and rebuked Joseph. His brothers even hated him for daring to have dreams of greatness, and at the first opportunity, they decided to do something about their annoyingly bratty dreaming brother.
They physically assaulted him. They stripped him of his cloak. They tossed him into a dried out well, and it only got worse from there. He is sold into slavery, falsely accused, unjustly imprisoned, unfairly forgotten by those he tried to help. And then one day, God brought him to the attention of Pharaoh. In that one day, he was elevated from the prison to the palace and made ruler over all Egypt, right underneath the most powerful man in the world. And through it all, Joseph remained faithful to his God. Even later, given a chance to exact vengeance and retribution on his brothers, he instead uses it as an opportunity to develop their character and determine if they have changed. And it seems that they had.
You see, God had a plan. He told Abraham his descendants would be strangers in a foreign land for 400 years, that they would be slaves for four generations, and that God would bring them out. God used Joseph to fulfill those plans. Joseph saved his entire family by being in a position of power he could never have reached on his own, in a place to which he would never have gone except for being kidnapped and sold into slavery. At the end of his story, Joseph declares, "What you meant for evil, God worked out for good."
Psalm 22 describes the intense suffering of the Savior, a prophecy fulfilled in the horrors of Jesus' crucifixion. Isaiah declares prophetic word after prophetic word regarding God's plans for the nations, especially Israel. And the closing chapters of Romans detail Paul's own ministry plans that went awry right after he wrote this letter.
Jesus could have called ten thousand angels to rescue Him, and they would have responded But he didn't, because that wasn't God's plan. Without Paul's imprisonment, he might never have been able to fulfill God's call to preach to kings. And without the roadblocks and difficulties we face along life's way, we might never end up where God really wants us to go.
As for me, I'm glad I'm here, right where I'm supposed to be.
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Five
Today's Reading:
- Genesis 31-37
- Psalm 17-20
- Isaiah 17-20
- Matthew 9-10
- Romans 11-13
If I could single only one thing out of today's reading plan as a constant thread, it would be the futility of making plans to help fulfill the will of God.
First off, we don't always have all the facts. Secondly, God doesn't need our help. Thirdly, we will never have God completely figured out. So it's best to just rely on Him day by day, moment by moment, and let Him work out all the details.
Take Jacob, for instance (and this is reaching back into yesterday's reading just a bit). In the womb, he wrestled with his twin brother, and God used the wrestling to speak a Word to Rebekah about how he had already chosen the younger over the older. When they were delivered, Jacob came out grasping his brother's heal--thus his name, which means "heel-grabber" or "supplanter". In other words, con-man.
As a grown man, he thought he needed to buy his brother's birthright. And later he cheated his brother out of the blessing of the firstborn and was forced to flee his homeland, arriving at the home of his relatives a penniless refugee. There, he was swindled royally by his own uncle, tricked into marriage with two sisters who fought over him and foisted their own maids onto him in an attempt to gain dominance through childbearing. He uses a selective breeding program to increase his own flocks and herds, but every time he thinks he's got his wages settled, his uncle/father-in-law changes the terms of the agreement. Finally, he has to sneak away to get away, and is very nearly attacked and destroyed by his enraged uncle/father-in-law. But even after God brings peace between the two, Jacob sends messengers to determine the intent of the brother he cheated. After hearing that Esau is on his way to meet them, Jacob starts figuring and plotting how to either win his brother's heart or escape his vengeance. In reality, Jacob needed to do none of that.
God had a beautiful will for Jacob's life, but we will never know what it was because Jacob got in the way. To that end, he had a houseful of bickering wives and rebellious children, a brother who didn't trust him, neighbors who hated him, and a lifespan that was shortened by heartache and hardship. What would have happened had Jacob just trusted God for the blessing and the future, instead of trying to work it all out for himself?
Just some thoughts.
Let us trust in the Lord for our every moment. I'm sure He's got everything well in hand.
Monday, September 1, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Four
Yesterday's Reading:
- Genesis 16-22
- Psalms 9-12
Today's Reading
- Genesis 23-30
- Psalms 13-16
- Isaiah 9-16
- Matthew 5-8
- Romans 6-10
Reading Time: Unknown
Wait a minute, you might say. What happened to Day Three?
To be perfectly honest, what happened to Day Three is that it fell on the busiest day of my week--Sunday. And this particular Sunday was busier than most other Sundays. Just a lot going on. For me, Sunday is the hardest day to keep up with a regular reading schedule such as the one I have set for myself. Whatever time I have before church on Sunday morning is usually spent in final preparation for that service. Sunday morning service is followed by lunch, which is followed by a needful period of rest, followed by final preparations for the Sunday evening service, the service itself, another meal, and then it's 9 o'clock at night and I have hardly had a spare moment to sit down and read for an hour. By 9 o'clock at night on a Sunday night, my brain is fried, my emotions spent, my body exhausted. Concentration takes a lot of effort. Last night, I managed to read 11 chapters before I started nodding off into oblivion.
Now, I am by no means under any legal obligation to read 20 chapters a day. God is not going to be happier with me if I read 20 chapters instead of 11, or none for that matter. My crowns in heaven will not be encrusted with more jewels, if I even get a crown. My robe will not be whiter. My glorified body will not be better looking. This reading plan doesn't rack up brownie points or bonus points in eternity. It's just my reading plan. If I skip a day, it's okay. The Bible Reading Plan Police are not going to come lock me up if I skip a day.
But there is a part of me, something within my nature, that screams at the top of it's lungs to remind me that I made a commitment to read 20 chapters a day. That I made a commitment to finish he Bible by the end of October. It was a commitment to myself; nevertheless, it was a commitment. So I spent all of today trying to catch up. The problem with Mondays is that I am still physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually drained. My mind keeps wandering, if not completely shutting down. I prefer rest or mindless physical activity like rearranging church chairs.
So I spent from 9 o'clock this morning until 4 o'clock this afternoon trying to read 29 chapters of the Bible. Should have taken me an hour and 20 minutes. But now I'm finished for the day.
My point is this: Just keep reading. Even if you can't do 20 chapters in a sitting, keep reading. Even if your mind can't absorb the vast amount of information you are feeding it, keep reading. Even if you fall behind in Casey's Sixty Day Reading Challenge, keep reading. Because it's not the time you spend doing it that is important, neither is it the speed with which you read, nor the chapters that you cover. What matters most is that you are feasting from the word of God. You are taking the bread of life into your spiritual system and nourishing your spiritual man.
So for your own spiritual health, keep reading.
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Sixty Days: Day Two
Today's Reading
- Genesis 8-15
- Psalms 5-8
- Isaiah 5-8
- Matthew 3-4
- Romans 4-5
Reading Time: 53 minutes
There are constant themes in the Bible, and those themes are threaded throughout the entirety of Scripture, woven into an intricate and beautiful tapestry. Sometimes we tend to focus so much on the individual threads that we fail to see what the whole picture is trying to tell us. Take today's reading, for instance.
Starting over in Genesis, I read about the flood, the tower of Babel, Ham and the curse of Canaan, a plague in Egypt, and the sacking of Sodom and Gomorrah--all pictures of God's judgment on unrighteous behavior. But I also read about the call and covenant of Abram to be God's blessing to the world.
Skipping to the Psalms--God condemns the wicked, and covenants with the righteous for salvation and eternal life.
Skipping to Isaiah--more of the same.
Skipping to Matthew--John the Baptist come preaching condemnation for the wicked, but covenant salvation to those who will believe, receive, and repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. And then Jesus comes after him preaching the exact same thing.
Skipping to Romans--and we're back to Abraham. And more about condemnation and covenant.
We don't like to talk about condemnation in the church much any more. Condemnation makes us feel back. Judgment scares us. Hell is too hot. The devil is too...something. Sin is relative. Repentance is overrated. We'd rather hear about a God of love who loves everybody and is just going to let everybody in regardless of what they believed or how they lived. As one false prophet just put it: God just wants you to be happy.
It's a lie.
People are happy in their sin. The Bible tells us that people carried on with business and life, eating and drinking and marrying and giving in marriage, right up until the day it started to rain. They were happy, and living under a sentence of death. It had been proclaimed daily by Noah for more than a century while the ark was under construction, but nobody listened. They were to busy being happy.
Fresh off the boat, Ham laughed with giddiness at the sight of his drunk and naked father.
The Tower of Babel was a monument to happiness, self-determination, freedom, and unity. It was a symbol of humanity.
Pharaoh looked forward to the happiness and pleasure Abram's wife Sarai would give him.
Sodom was exceedingly wicked, but Lot chose to move there because he thought the verdant pastures and easy living of the valley would resolve his conflicts and solve all of his problems. Boy, did he get more than he bargained for. Just Lot, vexed by the sin of his own city, but living in it all the same.
Happiness is temporary. Sin has long-lasting effects and far-reaching consequences. And hell is forever.
The good news is that heaven is forever too. You can have life--abundant life now, eternal life in the hereafter. You can have real happiness, based not upon your actions but upon the activity of God. God is calling you with a sweet and wonderful message, but the message is still Repent! For the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. God's desire is not your merely your happiness, but rather your salvation through His message. You have to believe it and act upon it, but once you do, you are in covenant relationship with God, there is no more condemnation for you, but life everlasting. And a glorious future ahead!
But God showed his great love for us
by sending Christ to die for us
while we were still sinners.
And since we have been made right in God's sight
by the blood of Christ,
he will certainly save us from God's judgment.
For since we were restored to friendship with God
by the death of his Son while we were still enemies,
we will certainly be delivered from eternal punishment by his life.
So now we can rejoice!
Romans 5:8-11, NLT
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